Tuesday, 7 May 2013

So I finished my last exam of my university life today...

... was in the library revising my work and hoping that I might meet Sebastian. But I didn't. :( Going to school again to return some library books I borrowed for my FYP. Hopefully I might see him there. But, I probably wouldn't be sharing a table with him? No excuse right? What am I gonna do at the table? Look at him? And he probably wouldn't go to the library anymore when his exams are over? He's an exchange student so probably he will be travelling or something? I don't know. Really hope I could befriend him.

Walked past a friend who asked me to sit with her during an elective lectures because she'd no friends in the same class as her and didn't want to be alone. Oh well. She didn't even say Hi to me when I walked past her before the exam. Did she not see me? Or is she upset that I didn't fork out time, shove my FYP writing aside and make time to show her what the professor wanted us to focus on because she chose not to attend class? And now being upset with me? Oh well, I don't really feel angry, upset or whatever. Perhaps because we contacted each other after entering uni because she needed someone to attend lectures together, and on the other hand, I has someone to attend lectures with. I may be selfish; it may also be because I value producing quality work for my FYP over friendship with her? I'm thankful for all my friends who had been so understanding and encouraging during the period of my FYP. Some people stay and some people leave. I don't really care, I don't know why. Too tired from studying for the exams? Or perhaps, I just see what's important in life. There's too many things to fret about and some things just aren't one of them.

Shall start updating my resume and apply for jobs tomorrow. Gonna watch a few episodes of Heidi anime in German, vielleicht. Oder gehe ich sorfort zu schlafen. Ich bin ein bisschen müde.

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