With a heavy heart and a bag full of regrets, I will type this last post about Sebastian. Well, even if I find him on Facebook, so what? I guess it's not about adding an extra friend to your friend list but the quality time spent together that is really important. Failing to find him on Facebook, it makes me wonder if I made him up myself... he, who is someone I created and therefore so perfect. He who is always there with empty seats at the table. His beautiful grey shoes and his wonderful smile. His voice when he says he's from "Amsterdam" and he is here for "exchange". He's like a dream, a phantom, that is so surreal that I don't know if he's real anymore. When I first met him, I thought I would have all the time in the world to know him because it was only the start of the semester. As time went by, I met him again having the same mentality. And I met him near to the last week of school and I took this chance for granted. If only I spent like 30 seconds to ask if he would like to go for coffee together someday, we might have become friends... He will be someone I'll always remember, though I may forget how he really looks like someday, I will always remember Sebastian, the guy from Amsterdam who has really nice shoes and smile. I hope I get to see him again, someday, somehow.
Goodbye, Sebastian...
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