He's just not that into you

Admit it. Wake up to that fact.

His race, personality and/or nationality are certainly not excuses for his passivity. If he's interested, he should take the initiative, especially when you have already taken it twice. Some people may think chivalry is dead, some may think that there should be gender equality so guys need not necessary make the moves. But face up man, if one is interested in someone, one will at least take the initiative to initiate something, even a simple "Hi" on the phone.

Stop finding excuses and live in self-denial.

Personally, I'm not romantically-inclined to him, just wanna be friends. But sometimes, I think taking initiative should be a two-way process, not just one part initiating it all the time. Oh well, oh well. On the bright side, at least I get positive responses when I took the initiative. But it makes me afraid to continue to do so for I'm afraid I'm not so lucky all the time. Oh well.

Selfishness is a human nature

I'm sorry I have to say if you do what you did to others, others will eventually do what you did to them. You know, it's not about "me, me, me" but "we, we, we" if we gonna plan on a trip together. It's not like you can accept this offer and then go for another one because a better one comes along or one that fixes into your time-table. Now you leave me stranded and I don't know where I should go. Yeah, you don't wanna travel alone and you tell me whatever fuck that we should travel together and all that shit, and now my plan is screwed up and you tell me I can just do this and that alone. Hello, would you want me to advise you that way? Seriously? I feel a lack of respect every time I get such shit from you, you know? It's like saying my life is worth more than yours so go and eat your shit. My mood to travel together has sort of tarnished when you insist that I should travel to certain places with you, because I want to as well, but you know, I can read between the lines when you said that you have no friends to go with you. Like seriously?

Seriously, I'm tired of not being feel respected. If that's the way you treat a friend, I guess I don't have to put in so much effort in treating you like I treat other friend. It's not the first time that I have to put up with such attitude.