Showing posts with label Human. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Human. Show all posts

Thursday, 12 April 2012

Selfishness is a human nature

I'm sorry I have to say if you do what you did to others, others will eventually do what you did to them. You know, it's not about "me, me, me" but "we, we, we" if we gonna plan on a trip together. It's not like you can accept this offer and then go for another one because a better one comes along or one that fixes into your time-table. Now you leave me stranded and I don't know where I should go. Yeah, you don't wanna travel alone and you tell me whatever fuck that we should travel together and all that shit, and now my plan is screwed up and you tell me I can just do this and that alone. Hello, would you want me to advise you that way? Seriously? I feel a lack of respect every time I get such shit from you, you know? It's like saying my life is worth more than yours so go and eat your shit. My mood to travel together has sort of tarnished when you insist that I should travel to certain places with you, because I want to as well, but you know, I can read between the lines when you said that you have no friends to go with you. Like seriously?

Seriously, I'm tired of not being feel respected. If that's the way you treat a friend, I guess I don't have to put in so much effort in treating you like I treat other friend. It's not the first time that I have to put up with such attitude.

Friday, 6 April 2012

Belief, believe

I had been told, if I believe, things will turn out fine.
I thought fortune has changed for the better, but it turned out, dreams only last for a night.
Like Arabella in The Female Quixote, one has to return to reality, conformity, and lack of individuality.
How shameless art thou, when you had leave, as if in glory, and return, folgen behind your owner.
I won't describe you as a dog, like what your people have described us as, for you aren't worth that name.
Dogs are wonderful creatures, loyal and kind. You aren't worthy of that name.
Are we not too desperate sometimes, to the extent of having to tolerate and pretend to accept you people in the screen of so called progress?

Are we progressing, as a human race? Are we better off than in the past?

Or are we degrading...? Deprived of our morals? Deprived of our self-awareness, creativity and that human-ness?

I still believe that I should believe in you and that things will turn out fine. Perhaps too many people are praying and talking to you at the same time, that's why you have not yet heard my prayers. I'm sorry that I always come to you for things, but I will try my best to keep you in mind everyday.