Taeyang's Sushi Dance

THIS IS TOO CUTE!!!

Deutscher Test

Heute habe ich einen Deutschen Test gemacht. Es war sehr schwierig. Es war viele sehr schwierige Worte. Ich hoffe, dass ich nicht den Test schlecht gemacht habe. Ich weiß nicht, ob meine GPA noch gut sein kann. Wenn ich denke an meine GPA, bin ich sehr traurig. Schade. Vielleicht bin ich nicht intelligent? Vielleicht kann ich nur als durchschnittlicher Mensch sein? Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht...

Auch habe ich ein Skript für einen Wettbewerb abgeben. Hoffentlich kann ich einen Film zu machen.

Ich bin noch traurig, wenn ich über dem Test andenke. Hoffentlich kann ich überhaupt einen A- haben...

Schade. Ich denke, auch wenn T.O.P oder Big Bang erscheint vor mir, werde ich nicht glücklich sein.

Alle werde vorbei.

My Twitter Account

So, I just created a Twitter account... so that I can follow Taeyang on Twitter.

I know I may never ever get to meet Big Bang face to face in my entire life, or whatsoever... But just being able to follow them on a social media platform makes me feel happy already.

Imagine those days when social media has not yet exist? How happy were fans when they could write a letter to their idols!

Fans today are much more fortunate as compared to the past; or, are they? In one way, it's a great thing because fans have more opportunities and platforms to connect with their idols. Yet, there might be a information overload for both parties where fans have to check several medias and see if their idols updated anything, and the idols will be filled with fan's messages, so much to the extent that they might just miss it?

I just tweeted Taeyang! :D I don't expect him to reply, but I just hope he see it. Oh, I'm such a fan-girl!

On The Bright Side

I once came across this quote, "Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events and small minds discuss people". I'm not sure if it's by Eleanor Roosevelt since there were several disputes about it (Source).

I always keep this quote in mind because I find truth in it; I believe we don't have to gossip and badmouth others in order to start a conversation with people around us. There are much more meaningful to talk about rather than gossiping about how this someone talks with a weird accent, how this person overdresses to class, how this behaves, etc...

I always remind myself that if we need to gossip and criticise others, and bring others down in order to feel powerful, we are really pathetic.

Yet, we can stop ourselves from gossiping, but can we stop others from gossiping and criticising us? The mouth is theirs, how can we stop?

Today, I feel that this girl in my group is kind of against me. Whenever I mentioned an idea, she will immediately bring it down and give unconstructive comments such as, "this design concept is really ugly". When she asked for suggestions and I told her mine, she laughed about it with this girl whom who is close to in the group. Although I was a distance away, I could hear it. I don't understand why she must laugh at my ideas and criticise it. Is it to make herself feel powerful as if she has an edge over me? Or putting me down makes her glad? Why can't she just tell me directly what is exactly wrong and unsuitable for our project instead of making fun of it to another person thinking that I do not know/hear it?

Does she know her actions will make a self-conscious person like me less confident? Does she know what she did can totally ruin my day? Yeah, I know she didn't directly ruin my day, but... Well...

Okay, look on the bright side, perhaps she's just jealous of me or I'm a threat to her yeah? Perhaps, there's just something that she's unaware of?

Look on the bright side... Ha, who am I kidding?

But still, I'll be fine in a while. Perhaps over a good night sleep, perhaps after some Big Bang shows.

I just read this article on Elvin Ng's blog; I believe he is refering to his father. I felt like crying when I read it; yet, it also cheers me up a little because that girl laughing at my ideas seems so insignificant as compared to all the wonderful things and moments that I have. Life's too short to be so conscious all the time.

I'll get over it, soon.

Boom Shakalaka!

Finally, I sat myself for the past hours to finish a decent draft for an essay that is due this coming Monday, albeit playing Free Cell in between. I have been procrastinating the idea of forming a decent draft and arranging the ideas in a coherent manner for quite some time after I came up with my essay plan and ideas. But today, finally I'm done. I told myself that if I can't finish by 9.30 pm tonight, I shall not watch the You're Beautiful (Minamishineyo) which is showing on T.V at 9.30 pm tonight.

Unfortunately, tonight is the last episode. Minamishineyo is the only Korean drama that I'm watching after not watching Korean dramas for many years. School work has kept me from watching the TV. On some weekends, I had rather be with my books and do my readings. But that's a good thing. After this Saturday, I'm gonna go back to mugging mode. I've been slacking and sleeping too much these few days. It's like I am sleepwalking through this semester. I want to get a GPA of 4.5 this semester, I shouldn't slack anymore! I fall behind readings, and lack inspirations for my essays. Gonna get my feet up and my drive back! Gambatte!!!

For now, I shall allow my brain cells to multiply and produce a little by listening to some new songs of Big Bang before working on my essay again.

I particularly like Fantastic Baby. The rhythm just makes me feel very awake.

And I love their printed pants and jackets so much! I'm still rather reserved when it comes to clothing choices. The most prominent bottoms I had wore were a pair of bright green high-waist shorts with gold buttons, and a tie-dyed pair of jeans.

Oh, and Blue, it's so dreamy! I should learn Korean someday so that if I ever become a journalist or something someday, I can interview Bigbang!!! T.O.P's outfit is so awesome in that above video. I have the same stripe-shirt; I would really love to have that pants and a blazer, albeit a more feminine cut, to wear with my stripe-shirt. And his deep voice is so mesmerizing. I just have a weakness for super deep voice. And not forgetting, his cool and seemingly nonchalent attitude that emits rays that say, "I'm a star".

Before I end off, I would like to share this picture of Jang Geun Suk. His hairstyle is so nice, and it's something I would like to try someday (I know it seems like an easy hairdo, but I don't know how I can make it looks stylish on me):

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I really like what the Korean males wear and are things that I will like to incorporate into my wardrobe. I feel really uncomfortable if I'm dressed in pinkly-girly-dolly manner. It's just too "feminine" for my character. I like a combination of masculine and feminine. That's why I like Rui En's, a Singaporean actress, style so much:



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