You're probably a really nice person, too nice that you couldn't tell me straight in my face you don't need my help. I'd rather you reply with something vague like, "I'll let you know if I need any help" rather than telling me that you will e-mail me something and I can check the next day when you actually didn't do it at all. Perhaps you planned to do it, just that you forgot. Perhaps you've a bad memory. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. How I wish I know what I can talk to you about and keep the conversation going. I thought of taking the language course but I can't. :( I don't know, but I really don't want you to forget me. I also don't wanna lost touch with you. You're an awesome person and an awesome friend. Even if we can't be together in a romantic relationship, I wish we can really become best friends in a platonic friendship.

Sometimes I think you can be sacrificed over other things, but truthfully, I don't want you out of my life. I miss you so much. I wish I could tell you that.