Source: http://www.staypositive.me/post/28206605217

I could just spend my time staring when you're online; alas, if I've all the time in the world. I wanna talk to you so much; but, I don't know what to say, and I don't wanna bother you. Sometimes, no, "everytime" perhaps, I wish that I'm more outgoing and conversational. Sometimes I wish I can/have the courage to talk endless craps to you like I did to other people. Sometimes I wish you weren't so high up in the pedestal, so we might be a little closer.