I wanna re-live this Summer, if I could

If I could, I would really want to re-live my summer again... Not sure how... Perhaps in a different way. Not that how I spent my summer is bad, but if I could, I would choose to spend more time with my new friends or be more outgoing and become good friends with them at an earlier stage.

Strange. When we were there, we lived as if we did't know that someday, somehow, we were gonna say goodbye and might never meet again. I've experienced such things rather often, from primary school, secondary school, JC, and to University. While people still meet up once in a while, I've to admit it's hard to keep in touch regularly and often as when we were at the same place. What's more, we have different time zones and different kinds of life.

I miss my friends so much. I wished I party-ed more. I miss that overdose of freedom when I can go out at anytime, reach home at anytime, grab a beer whenever I want, etc. I miss meeting up with friends at Schlossgarten, and then bought a beer and just sat on the huge grass patch and drink (even with random new strangers we encountered). 

I miss the time when random strangers just said "hi" to me and tried to make a conversation or small talk. I laughed at myself when I thought some were bad people and I just had to be stern and cold in responding to them. I miss people talking to me on the train, in the lift, and even on the streets. 

I just miss that place so much. It's about a month since I returned, but it seems so far away now.

I'm back in Singapore, but I have to admit, my heart lies somewhere in Germany. I forgot to take it back, maybe I should go there and look for it.