Sent that application, and sent a few more...

Preparing to send to another one, which I would labeled as one of my dream company in a dream location. 

Got a call to go down for a PR job on Monday. Not sure if that's what I really want though, couldn't picture myself in there. An unknown plunge of laziness just sinked down on me. Perhaps if you want something enough, you will be motivated and go forward to get it. Perhaps it's not something I want? Or perhaps it's something I want because society wants me to? To get a job and be productive. Wary of the company too because there are just too many multi-level marketing and like jobs advertising under PR and Marketing categories in the job searching website. Not what I want to do, definitely; and I don't want to go down for the interview and having it turned out to be that. Location is far too, takes around one hour. Maybe I am just a lazy ass.

I'm not sure if I should just sit and wait for that dream job/those dream jobs to reply to me while doing nothing, or should I continue to send applications to companies that are hiring and doing things that I think I may be interested. If the latter, I might have a job if, touch wood, dream jobs don't see me as part of their dreams. Basically the mentality of settling for second best because you can't have the best; just like many people in relationships, which is kind of sad, aren't it? 

Thinking of doing post-graduate studies. Thinking of an MBA. Or perhaps a second bachelor in Engineering field. I'm thinking about industrial engineering and management, partly because I like designing and think that being able to construct and design is wonderful. I don't know yet, perhaps wait till I have got more cash. 

Till now, I keep my fingers crossed, for the dream job in the dream country. Being hopeful, till I might have to wake up and face the painful truth. Or perhaps, till a pretty fairy casts some magical sawdust on me and turns me into that lucky person to receive the job. And bring me to that magical land with the fairy tale castle.

Till then, let me dream a little... till then.