The Writer

Indeed, I need you to be the artist because I'm not confident that I could still be there till the end. It's not like I have anything now or will certainly have something in future, ya know? Well, sometimes I wonder if I get too used to the feeling of liking and missing you, so much so that it has become a habit. It's because I haven't meet anyone new or what, so you kept popping in my head. But recently, I met new people, they are fun people to hang out with. But well, not like we're gonna contact again or what but it just makes me think, perhaps, you, the you in my head is rather easy to replace. And will you still be on my mind, so frequently like you do now, when new people come along?

Perhaps, what I'm going to send you gonna end everything. It signifies an end, an end to a new beginning. To send you what I didn't dare to pass to you, so there isn't anything that I have left behind, just to tell myself that perhaps I could pass it to you or whatsoever. Nevertheless, I am still glad that I managed to know you in the end. Still, I still hope we can become good friends, no matter where we both are, and what we have become.