You've no idea how much courage it took for me to send you that message. I just wanna to have a "hey, how're you?" from you, is that too much?

Perhaps it's my karma; that's what I always do to other people whom I'm not interested in talking to: ignore them. At least you're nicer than me, I would appear offline to them, and you didn't did that to me.

I should be glad, perhaps?

Never give up, miracles happen everyday

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"Never give up, miracles happen everyday".

Yes, there're two things that I have not given up, one is YOU, and another one is to be a scriptwriter and director.

1) Although we don't talk anymore, I sometimes wished about you at 11:11. Whenever I see you online, I wished that you would take the initiative to talk to me. Oh well, perhaps I bored you out at our last meeting. :( Anyway, despite the fear that you might find me irritating, I've decided that if I ever see you online and you seem like you're probably not gonna be busy, I gonna say hi. I've come so far. From a stranger to you, someone who just looked at you from a far two years ago, to now. I have never thought we could become friends, or that we could actually know one another. When I see you on my last day of exam, before last semester ended, I still thought to myself that I wouldn't ever get to know you in my own life. Alas! How amazing this world is! I am really thankful for such little miracles that happened in my life. Perhaps God knew that I wanted that, perhaps I had been making the same wish way too much, or perhaps God just wanna show me that even if we become friends, we wouldn't become close friends (judging from the fact that we aren't keeping in touch at all). Nevertheless, I would still try to talk to you. I never know if I never try. I hope you would still remember me when I talk to you the next time.

2) I've always thought perhaps journalism is the thing for me, it's something that I will want to do for the rest of my life because I enjoy writing. I actually enjoyed Media Writing class. :) But well, I realised, no, I didn't really like journalism and didn't really want to be a journalist. I still prefer something on the drama/film production side. The people around me were into journalism and so I thought I'm one too. But no, recently I had this realisation that journalism is not something I really want. It's something that I thought I want because I thought I can never be shooting/filming stuff. It has been with me since young, and that fire is still burning so strongly. I have decided, I shouldn't give up on my dream, or what poets like to call, vocation.