Monday 30 April 2012

If I Have An Aladdin's Lamp

If I have an Aladdin's Lamp,
I will wish that you all will move out.
Despite feeling hopeful that you all will,
Alas, move out after 6 months,
The doubt of this being merely high hopes,
Haunts me, day and night.
Seeing at the stuff that you all are moving in,
Obviously you guys have no wish to shift.
It's like saying you wanna get a house,
When property prices decrease.
But please, use your roasted brains to think,
Will it ever go down?
Scarcity of land and increasing population,
Demand will rise rise rise,
So will price price price.
Perhaps, people like you, 
Who steps on the wheel of progress,
Deprived of basic human feelings,
Selfish, Disgusting, worth every bit of Abhorrence,
Will fall fall fall. Fall in Dignity, fall in Humanity.
Of course, I wouldn't want you to fall
In your career, for that will just give you
The reason, for thee and thy rubbish to remain here
Longer.
I just want you all to get lost lost lost.
Fuck is the direction,
That I want you all to go off to to to.
You've no idea how much I hate you,
Since many years ago. 
In my head, I have stab you over and over again.

Thursday 12 April 2012

Selfishness is a human nature

I'm sorry I have to say if you do what you did to others, others will eventually do what you did to them. You know, it's not about "me, me, me" but "we, we, we" if we gonna plan on a trip together. It's not like you can accept this offer and then go for another one because a better one comes along or one that fixes into your time-table. Now you leave me stranded and I don't know where I should go. Yeah, you don't wanna travel alone and you tell me whatever fuck that we should travel together and all that shit, and now my plan is screwed up and you tell me I can just do this and that alone. Hello, would you want me to advise you that way? Seriously? I feel a lack of respect every time I get such shit from you, you know? It's like saying my life is worth more than yours so go and eat your shit. My mood to travel together has sort of tarnished when you insist that I should travel to certain places with you, because I want to as well, but you know, I can read between the lines when you said that you have no friends to go with you. Like seriously?

Seriously, I'm tired of not being feel respected. If that's the way you treat a friend, I guess I don't have to put in so much effort in treating you like I treat other friend. It's not the first time that I have to put up with such attitude.

Wednesday 11 April 2012

Taeyang's Sushi Dance

THIS IS TOO CUTE!!!


I'm sorry, my friend.

So, I'm taking this 4 units module this semester; it has already been changed to 3 units this semester but because my friend and I are seniors and need that missing units to file for a minor, we were able to register for the module as 4 units; we just have to do an additional assignment.

Today, stupidly, I went up to the Prof and asked him about the assignment. It turned out that my Prof actually forgot about it and my question reminded him! Not only I have to do that extra assignment, but a friend of mine as well.

I'm so sorry, my friend!

Although he said it's okay, but I can't help feeling bad about it.

Sigh. Sometimes, remaining silent is the best policy.

Tuesday 10 April 2012

What a University/College Student needs to know

Look what I found, A THESIS GENERATOR!!!

http://corptrain.phoenix.edu/thesis_generator/thesis_generator.html

The Thesis Generator helps you to come up with a thesis statement for an essay. It is very easy to use: simply answer a few questions about your essay ideas and the generator will come up with three possible thesis statements.

While the generated thesis statements may not be perfect in terms of sentence structure or grammar, it is nevertheless a wonderful tool, especially for university/college students who have to write argumentative essays for their coursework most of the time.

Writing is not an easy process, but starting to write is even harder. Your ideas may be all over the place; if they're not, you might also find it hard to start or probably overwhelmed by the blankness of the blank screen on your word processor. At least the thesis statements generated by this thesis generator can act as a head start for you to start writing your essay and develop your ideas.

Wonderful tool! Thanks to the inventor!!!

Oh, and what's more wonderful about it is that IT'S FREE!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Sunday 8 April 2012

Happy Birthday, Eadweard Muybridge

I like how creative Google is when it comes to designing their front page; they put up new and creative stuff everyday!

So from Google's front page, I realised that it's Eadweard Muybridge's birthday today (9th April). I do not know who he is but out of curiosity, I clicked on Google's banner (motion of horse-riding) and it led me to information about him.

I think he is more famous for his work on animal locomotion where he used multiple cameras to capture an object and strung these photos together to form a motion.

To read more about him and view some of his works, check out: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eadweard_Muybridge

Saturday 7 April 2012

Writing in the Night

I love writing and doing my assignment at night because of the cool breeze and the silence. Silence, hopefully it persists. Please, God.

I seem to be sleepwalking this semester and a heavy weight is weighing on me. To make it worse, Fortune chose to turn its wheel at this crucial period, and invited to my home the undeniable, nonsensical pests. Please God, please get them to move out soon.

I know I am asking for too much, but I really hope to get into the Dean's List this semester. There aren't much chances.

Friday 6 April 2012

Belief, believe

I had been told, if I believe, things will turn out fine.
I thought fortune has changed for the better, but it turned out, dreams only last for a night.
Like Arabella in The Female Quixote, one has to return to reality, conformity, and lack of individuality.
How shameless art thou, when you had leave, as if in glory, and return, folgen behind your owner.
I won't describe you as a dog, like what your people have described us as, for you aren't worth that name.
Dogs are wonderful creatures, loyal and kind. You aren't worthy of that name.
Are we not too desperate sometimes, to the extent of having to tolerate and pretend to accept you people in the screen of so called progress?

Are we progressing, as a human race? Are we better off than in the past?

Or are we degrading...? Deprived of our morals? Deprived of our self-awareness, creativity and that human-ness?

I still believe that I should believe in you and that things will turn out fine. Perhaps too many people are praying and talking to you at the same time, that's why you have not yet heard my prayers. I'm sorry that I always come to you for things, but I will try my best to keep you in mind everyday. 

Monday 2 April 2012

Deutscher Test

Heute habe ich einen Deutschen Test gemacht. Es war sehr schwierig. Es war viele sehr schwierige Worte. Ich hoffe, dass ich nicht den Test schlecht gemacht habe. Ich weiß nicht, ob meine GPA noch gut sein kann. Wenn ich denke an meine GPA, bin ich sehr traurig. Schade. Vielleicht bin ich nicht intelligent? Vielleicht kann ich nur als durchschnittlicher Mensch sein? Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht...

Auch habe ich ein Skript für einen Wettbewerb abgeben. Hoffentlich kann ich einen Film zu machen.

Ich bin noch traurig, wenn ich über dem Test andenke. Hoffentlich kann ich überhaupt einen A- haben...

Schade. Ich denke, auch wenn T.O.P oder Big Bang erscheint vor mir, werde ich nicht glücklich sein.

Alle werde vorbei.