Summer 2012

This Summer is probably the best Summer I have ever have. I do not regret coming here. I've probably met the most awesome people I could ever meet, although whenever you contact me or I contact you, it kinda makes me sick. In time of adversity, you know who your true friend are. I'm kinda tired of all your self-centeredness and this summer just highlight them all, when I needed your help the most. I'm a changed person; changed to become stronger, and changed to become more decisive. I'll still treat you as a friend, but things are not as before. But, I still love this summer, and love so much the new friends and strangers I have met.

Seriously, your attitude just pisses me off again and again. I feel bad because I value this friendship and not because I'm in the wrong. I have stated clearly that we will play by the ears and see how things go. I remember I have stated clearly. Now you think that I'm planning stuff without you and causing you to miss out opportunities. Seriously, I'm tired of all these crap. You think people will be there for you, when you aren't there for them when they needed it? You have the right to be selfish (every man's for himself), but remember, karma bites back, others have the right to be selfish too.

On another note, I'm so happy that you (another different you from the above, obviously) replied! I was wrong to think that you were just being courteous! I think I'm not being biased but I'm so glad that I've met so many awesome people this summer. People who are selfless and helpful, and not just think about themselves.

Oh please, stop making it sounds as if it's all my fault and centering the world around you. It seriously sucks.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm a boring person... Why do the people around me have so much stuff to talk with everyone, even people I have known before them, and I, I'm always left somewhere and feeling that people aren't interested in talking to me.